Minggu, 15 April 2012

I'M JUST A LITTLE GIRL

I'm just a little girl. Yeah. Talking about age, now I'm 15 years old, and second grade high school. Only 2 months away, I'll go up to the last year attending school. Soon I will just enjoy a period of 6 years with a uniform white-red, 3 years old with a blue and white uniforms, and 3 years old with gray-white uniform.
15 years is not short, friends.




 I'll end up, eventually I will not depend anymore on my parents, eventually I'll forget all sense of play and learning to be more serious.
Often I think, one day later if my memory will be lost when the school after I was grown? Whether I'll really change? Whether I'll understand the true meaning of 'forgetting'?
 When I shared my story with my best friends, sometimes I wonder, whether we will achieve our dreams together?
Oh, I suddenly remembered my dream at this time. You know, if possible, I want to marry with Heechul. Haha, I'm just kidding. It's impossible. I really liked it, it's not fair? But I want to be happy with someone who really 'there'. Not that Heechul was not there, but dreaming of something like that just like looking for stars in the daytime.
More than a year, I will tread the age of 17 years. That is a sign of maturity. I'm not sure at all if I was ready. Honestly, I have a million questions about this life. I know God is as close to my prayers, and I'm sure He always had an answer.
Many things that I regret in life. Often I think, what if my situation upside down? Whether it might be better? However, I was surprised when after I watched well, if my situation turned around, I certainly would not exist.
I always try to respect others, even if I have to be patient because there's always that thought I was low. Are not we the same, friend? I always tried not to reply to the mistreatment of others, not because I could not reply, but precisely because I do not want anyone to be worse than it.









Often I'm too selfish, but everyone needs to like it right?
  

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